Secret Of My Life

Does God speak to people?

2009-06-05T11:16:00.000+08:00

A young man had been to Wednesday Night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice.
The young man couldn't help but wonder, 'Does God still speak to people?'
After service, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message.
Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways.
It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home.
Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, 'God...If you still speak t o people, speak to me.
I will listen. I will do my best to obey.' As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk.
He shook his head and said out loud, 'God is that you?' He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk.
The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli.

Random

2009-04-05T18:24:00.006+08:00

I was once lost but now I found out that the true meaning to live is to stay happy. There are the days where I am happy, there are also the days where I am down. God doesn't create us perfectly but all we have to do is to strive and make it perfect. Sometimes, I felt that I'm being selfish and that's the reason friends are running away from me. Thank God that I have a bunch of friends who love me, accept my weakness and willing to forgive me.

I used to criticise people who are short, fat and ugly but as day goes by, I slowly realized that outlook appearance is not the most important. What most important is our inner beauty. The ways we treat people who are less fortunate. Show love and care to them so that they feel people surrounding them are always there for them whenever they're facing any problems. Talking about problems, we do have problems in our everyday life. We must stand firm and be confident to show that there are solutions for every problems. Live life happily. By living a happy life, we must eat healthy. A healthy lifestyle makes things go smoothly because we have a healthy body and nice body shape. Haha..

I do pamper myself with things that I crave. For example, Starbucks coffee, Coffee Bean, Japanese dessert and things that I seldom buy. This is to award myself for being a good girl.. Honestly, I am born to be a caring person. I care for everyone around me. And of course I have a lovely family who always supports me and encourages me when I'm down. Especially my parents and my love ones.

Leave each day as it comes,

Do not even think about tomorrow,

There may not be a tomorrow!!!

Get angry???

2009-03-21T20:47:00.004+08:00

People always ask me question like this

How come I have never seen your angry face?

Will you get angry?

Are you mad?

How can I make you angry?

Show me your angry face..

Oh! Come on!!

What's the problem with it?

Am I supposed to get angry?

Oh please..

Be open minded..

Take things easy..

Chill

You will shorten your lifespan

once you get angry

No kidding..

Be happy..

Laugh

LOL

Laugh Out Loud

As loud as you can

but not too much

you might get wrinkles after that

Haha..

Anyway, you can use SK II

I'm not sure whether it works or not

but you can try

and make sure you let me know

I love laughing

and I laugh a lot

For those who know me very well,

they know the true side of me

Hehehe..

I laugh non-stop once I start

You'll think I'm crazy

but I'm normal

Anyway

I have to ciao..

My mom started her music

You know..

Moms....

Strawberry Award

2009-03-21T10:30:00.003+08:00

Alyaa baby!!!

I'm glad to receive this award!!!

Thank you very muchie!!!

I love you!!!

Unique Questions..

2009-03-19T19:44:00.002+08:00

So from now on, your going to be asked unique questions, you ready?
Not really.. It depends on the questions..
Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
Somewhere around Malaysia...
Would you date someone who lived in another state?
No! I don't believe in long distance relationship..
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
No!!!
When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't?
Hmm.. Everyday?
Relationships or one night stands?
I study moral, nilai don't know ke-berapa, Harga Diri, no one night stand for me!!!
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
I'm a good girl, I don't fight..
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Yes, I guess..
Do you laugh a lot?
Used to laugh like a clown.
Do you consider yourself lucky?
Yes, I'm a lucky girl..
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Someone I love.. Anyway, I love everyone...
You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
I don't need a facial piercing..
Could you cry right now?
What for?
What are the things you've heard people say about you?
Online again!!! Did you study today? Have you finished all you homework?
Are you mad at someone right now?
No..
Who did you spend your summer with last year?
I live in Malaysia.. Mostly, family..
Last person you told a secret to?
I have no secret..
Do you like hugs and kisses?
Oh YES!!! I love it very much!!!
Do you text/call during class?
Yes, if it's necessary..
Did you say "fuck" today?
Do I look like someone who say the f*** word???
Have you ever made fun of anybody and later became their friend?
Yes, I love making fun of people and ended up they becoming my friends..
Have you ever caught a friend cheating on their bf/gf?
So far no..
Did you know that peeling a wrapper off of a bottle means your sexually frustrated?
Really? Now I know.. haha...
Would your parents be okay with you dating someone of another race?
I'm not sure with my mom, she wants me to date a Christian. That's all I know about her.
My dad is open minded..
Last movie you watched?
I don't remember..
Who were you with?
I'm alone in my studyroom now..
Where was the last place you bought something?
Popular bookshop
When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
It has been long time that I didn't laugh really hard..
Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you?
Yes, of course..
Do you always answer your phone?
Yes..
What are you wearing on your feet?
Slippers..
Did you buy anything today?
No
On a scale of 1- 10, how good are you at wrapping gifts?
7
When's your birthday?
22nd of April..
Name one accomplishment you had this week?
Sleep early..
Are you friends with your exes?
No.
When did you start 'dating'?
Last year..
Do you make the first move?
It depends..
Have you ever gone to dances?
Yes, every Monday..
Do you listen to any screamo bands?
Yes, especially when I'm mad..
If you were an animal, what animal would you be and why?
A bird..
Do you play any sports?
Not really but I exercise..
Have you ever bought a self-help book?
No..
How many pairs of jeans do you own?
5, I guess..
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Yesterday..
Where will you be in an hour?
My room..
Who was the first person you talked to today?
My aunt.
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
My birthday and 2nd intervension.
Are you wearing jeans right now?
No.
What's something you do when you're mad?
Sleep..
Are you happy?
Trying to be..
How's your heart lately?
Still pumping blood..
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
From my grandma..
Will this weekend be good?
Hope so..
Have you ever woken up next to someone and were freaked out?
No.
How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
Once or twice?
What color is your keyboard?
Grey.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yes
How long does it take you to shower?
Ages..
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yes.
Would you run around a neighborhood at night without a shirt for 500 dollars?
Is that a dare?
Do you take compliments well?
Yes
Last text message was from?
Alyaa..
Do you curse?
NO!
How old will you be in 2009?
17.. Still young..
Middle school?
Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Datok Lokman
Highschool?
SMK Datok Lokman
Ever lost a best friend?
Yes
Did you speak to your father today?
No.
When was the last time you talked to your number 1?
I dont talk to numbers..
Do you have someone who can tell right away when you're not at your best?
Yes..

Sorry~~

2009-02-15T19:53:00.002+08:00

It has been a busy month,
I was away from pc.
For a week,
For some time ( I guess )..
o
Do forgive me,
For what I've done,
Do look at me,
For what I'm doing..
o
Exam is just around the corner,
No!!!
Exam is tomorrow,
NOOO!! I did not prepare for it.. (double NO!)
o
Valentine's Day was yesterday,
Couples everywhere.
Valentine's Day,
What's the true meaning of it???

24012009

2009-01-24T18:25:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year

May the New Year

ring in happiness

to YOU..

Time will never stop..

2009-01-17T21:57:00.005+08:00

It has been months..

Oh no..

It has been weeks..

Oh yes..

I was away from blog

for quite some time

I was away from the square box

for quite some time

I am 17 this year

Bye bye to Sweet Sixteen

I know why they named it Sweet Sixteen

Because there's no major exam like PMR, SPM or STPM

Trying very best

Let's make it right

Say no to Beyonce

'To the RIGHT, to the RIGHT'

I've grown up

No more fooling around

I've to be serious

No more messing around

CHEERS!!!

11 Signs that you're in love..

2008-12-31T23:20:00.003+08:00

ELEVEN
You walk really slow when you're with them.
o
TEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.
o
NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.
o
EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can't see the people around you, you just see him/her.
o
SIX:
They're all you think about.
o
FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're Looking at them.
o
FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just to see them.
o
THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your Mind this whole time.
o
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you Didn't notice number seven was missing
o
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently Laughing at yourself.

Last day of 2008..

2008-12-31T20:38:00.005+08:00

It wasn't that suffering

Staying underneath the ground

It was good

Staying underneath the ground

You won't get it

Only I will understand

You're the special one

Only You will know what I'm thinking, doing..

2008..

Was a great year..

I've changed a lot..

I've gone through imperceptible changes..

2008..

I've learned a lot

Through friends..

Experiences..

2008..

I've done a lot of silly things

No regrets..

Take it as a lesson..

2008..

I've grown up

That's what my dad told me

I will continue.. grow up as a successful person

2008..

There were ups and downs

Lots of obstacles

Lots of tests..

2008..

I managed to enjoy the whole year

Although I do hate some of the days

But it was over.. No big deal..

2008..

Lots of sweet memories

Lots of bitter memories

Lots of sour memories

2009

I'm looking forward

A new year

A new plan

A new start

A new success

A new hope

A new happiness

A new Calender

++HAPPY NEW YEAR++

..2009..

27th of December 2008

2008-12-27T21:06:00.014+08:00

Last Saturday of the year 2008

Last week of the year 2008

Last ROCK service of the year 2008

Last but not least...

Celebrate Christmas with the children in Wawasan Orphanage

Organized by the Leo club of SMK Datok Lokman

Brought Jarred, Zoey and Wilson to ROCK

they enjoyed!!! woo.. hoo..

*Listening to instruction*

*Guess who is that*

*Pity Joseph, got wrapped by recycle papers*

*Those are not rubbish, those are the 'gifts'*

*What's wrong with VJ's mouth, Yeen Hoong's butt and ah ma's eyes?*

*Group 2*

*Nice pose Jessie a.k.a Gloria*

*Ah ma and Yi Hueih*

ADORE Youth Concert dance video..

2008-12-27T20:58:00.006+08:00

ADORE Youth Concert dance video!!!

*Kuala Lumpur Baptist Church - Main Sanctuary*

*7pm-930pm*

*19th of December, 2008*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMNyKTYB72c

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2nd Video, performed on Sunday English service

*Kuala Lumpur Baptist Church - Main Sanctuary*

*9.30am-11.00am*

*21st of December, 2008*
o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esUjHxoAyPs&feature=related

Christmas isn't Christmas, till it happens in your heart!!!

2008-12-25T18:50:00.004+08:00

It's Christmas!!!
It's 25th of December 2008!!!
Everyone is excited!!!
Everyone is happy!!!
o
But I'm grounded..
Funny uh?
But Christmas isn't about the parties that you attend
Christmas is the remembrance of the birth of our Lord, Jesus...
o
Spread the Good News to you friends
About the true meaning of Christmas..
Christmas isn't Christmas
Till it happens in your hear..
o
O
O

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

ADORE Youth Concert on 19th of December 2008!!!

2008-12-21T19:45:00.072+08:00

Finally!!!

It's 19th of December!!! ADORE Youth Concert!!!

Woke up early in the morning and went to church. I saw Caleb holding a balloon standing at Rock Cafe. He was alone doing the decoration in Rock Cafe. I went up to the church office to show my face to my mummy so that she knows that I am safe. Then, I went down to Rock Cafe again to see whether there's anything I can help. Few minutes later after Yeen Hoong's call, Jia Huei, Ann Sin and Yeen Hoong arrived and we saw Michelle Ng and her family. They're back from Australia after 2 years. Wow!!! Finally!!! A girl is taller than me and some more she is younger than me 2 years. Woo... Hoo... I ain't that tall! Blahaha...

The dance practise supposed to start at 11am sharp but there only me, Jia Huei, Jessie and Caleb. Kelvin Kok is working. As usual, Edward will be late and especially Kai Jun and Sharon. Sigh... What to do? The dance practise started at 11.45am if I'm not mistaken. After dance practise was jamming session. The dancers went to Hang Tuah LRT Station, monorail and shopping malls for tract-ing. Jamming started after Alvin's so called speech.

My mom texts me half way through the jamming session. Me and Joshua Yap went down to Rock Cafe and had lunch with the home school children. Daniel gave me a BIG hug.. Everyone was surprised that I joined their home school Christmas party. The girls were shouting my name. We know each other few months ago. I taught them a hip-hop dance. They love it.. After having lunch, we had prayer meet at 2pm sharp. All the ROCKers were required to come together and pray for the event. We had our final practises after the prayer meeting then some of us went to Rock Cafe for dinner and some of us went to the office bathroom to wash-up.

The event started at 7.15pm sharp!!! The dance performance was the intro for the event..

Game session started right after the dance performance. I was rushing to the back stage to change for the concert session. I was panting..

++Songs that we sang++

*The Time Has Come*

*Take It All*

*Till I See You*

*My Redeemer Lives*

*One Way*

*Heart Of Worship*

*Devine Exchange*

*Where The Love Last Forever*

Everyone was shouting, singing, dancing and jumping!!!

Ruth Kon Su May is our Youth Director

After a short message by Su May

Session 2

++Songs that we sang on session 2 of the concert++

*Salvation is here*

*Tell The World*

*O Come Let Us Adore*

*Joy To The World*

*Angels We Have Heard On High*

*Silent Night*

*We Wish You A Merry Christmas*

~~After the event all of us gone crazy~~

~Jia Huei's friends~

Ann Sin, Yeen Hoong, Jia Huei and myself

~My schoolmates~

***I love you guys!!! Thanks for coming and supporting us***

Tokio Hotel

2008-12-18T21:03:00.008+08:00

Emo quartet Tokio Hotel emerged as one of the most successful new German acts of their generation, scoring three number one singles via 2005's debut LP, Schrei. Bill and Tom Kaulitz, 12-year-old twins, formed the group in their native Magdeburg in 2001, recruiting drummer Gustav Schäfer and bassist Georg Listing to round out the lineup. Originally dubbed Devilish, the teen foursome toured aggressively before signing to Universal in 2003, adopting the moniker Tokio Hotel in tandem with the deal. Composed primarily by Bill Kaulitz in tandem with a series of high-profile songwriters, Schrei was preceded by the August 2005 release of Tokio Hotel's debut single, "Durch den Monsun." Teenage girls quickly embraced the band with puppy-love fervor, and by the end of the month the single topped the German pop chart and its Austrian counterpart. The follow-ups "Rette Mich" and "Der Letzte Tag" also hit number one, although the former appeared in a re-recorded version dramatically different from its LP version thanks to Kaulitz's post-pubescent vocal changes. After the singer wrapped his contributions to filmmaker Luc Besson's animated fantasy Arthur and the Minimoys, Tokio Hotel returned to the studio to complete work on their 2007 follow-up album, Zimmer 483. In June 2007, Scream, the band's first English language album, was released in Europe. The album's tracks were comprised of songs from Schrei and Zimmer 483 that had been translated and re-recorded. Scream was released in the United States on April 29, 2008. Jason Ankeny, All Music Guide

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a4Y3yFjYk2M

One day before ADORE!!!

2008-12-18T19:51:00.002+08:00

It's Thursday
Wow!!! That's real fast..
I'm still enjoying
Didn't realize that tomorrow is Friday!!! ADORE!!!
o
Went to church early in the morning
Supposed to start the dance practise at 10am sharp
But one of the dancers told me that
He just woke up and just read my message
o
Another dancer was late
I called up for this practise because i got some 'feedback'
Some of the dancers still have to improve
And the rest, as a team so we have to help one another
o
Sadly,
Six of us turned up today
Kelvin just started working in Starbucks, Borders today
Kai Jun is staying very far so i don't want him to rush
o
Dance practise started late
We were lying on the stage
Laughing, talking non-sense, playing with fingers...
Giggling, sharing our embarrassing moments and stuffss...
o
Went to Sungei Wang food court for lunch
I ate 'char siew' chicken rice and a bowl of red bean desert
Went to Times Square
Wanted to watch movie but ended up bowling
o
Went to arcade in times square today
Car racing is the only game i know
Went to times square Starbucks, Borders
'Kacau' Kelvin and look see look see...
o
I'm excited
I'm hyper
I'm happy
I'm indescribable
o
o

...A.D.O.R.E...

I'm coming!!!

Tagged by Vain Vain

2008-12-17T17:23:00.002+08:00

1.what's your most favourite colour?
+White+
2.Who is the most important to you?
+Family+
3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
+When I'm depressed but i know it won't happen cause i wanna live longer and enjoy my life, I'm only 16!!! Don't be silly!!!+
4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
+Oh YES! If I'm well prepared.+
5.Who would you be if you were in a movie?
+Who would i be or who would i be with??? I'm confused..+
6.Spouse,family and friend.If they drop into the river,and you can only save one of them,who would you save?
+I'll safe the one who doesn't know how to swim. Wakaka..+
7.What is your goal for this year?
+Enjoy but no honeymoon+
8.Do you believe in eternity love?
+Yes, i DO!!! As an example, God's love is ETERNAL!!!+
9.Do you think the people who tag you love to play kidnapping?
+No but i think it's kinda fun if you really tell the truth.+
10.What are you really afraid of?
+Cockroaches+
11.What is your habit(s)?
+Must turn on the radio once i wake up everyday...+
12.What's your opinion of distance love?
+What's that?+
13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
+Yes! Of course!!!+
14.What does flying means to you?
+Things float in the air+
15.Who do you hate the most?
+NO ONE!!!+
16.Do you think world is changing?
+Yes, everything and everyone is changing.+
17.Describe the person who tagged you in 7 sentences/words?
+Friendly, Funny, Crazy, Unpredictable, Cheerful, Hardworking and Adorable..+
18.How do you spend your time when it rain outside?
+Does it matter?+
19.What are you proud of the most about you?
+My height+
20.Do you regret anything?
+NO, i'll just take it as a lesson..+

17th of December

2008-12-17T15:40:00.006+08:00

Phew!!!

Finally!!

I got one day off

Just to rest after so many days of dance practices..

I'm tired today..

Woke up at 10.15am

Started to put some funky stickers on my phone

Finished half of it at 11am

Helping mummy to wrap Christmas gifts for her friends

Busy promoting ADORE

Cracking my head just to memorize the lyrics

Got backache because of the dance. muahaha..

I dreamed of the dance again

o.O Scary uh???

I dreamed of ADORE again

O.O This is even scarier..

Love Story by Taylor Swift

2008-12-14T22:28:00.003+08:00

We were both young when
I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flash
back starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights,
See the party the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did i know
That you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And i was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don’t go, and i said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You’ll be the prince and I’ll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes
So i sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we’re dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Lets escape this town for a little while
Cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don’t go and i said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I’ll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You be the prince and I’ll be the princess
Its a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but its real
Don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess
Its a love story baby just say yes,Oh, Oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I’ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, i don’t know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said
Marry me Juliet you’ll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
Its a love story baby just say yes
Oh, Oh,We were both young when i first saw you

Wat a day???

2008-12-14T21:30:00.003+08:00

It's a tiring day

It's a discouraging day

It's a rainy day

It's a sad day

Hard for me to express myself

I don't want you to have hard feelings

Hard for me to be straight forward

I don't want you to look sad

Where have you been?

I've been searching for you since last few months..

Where have you been?

I'm scared, worried, panic and ....

Come back to me

My happiness..

Go away from me

You sadness..

I wanna be free

I am searching for my freedom

I wanna be free

I am not 'Cinderella'

Tired

Stressed

Frustrated

Worried

Come on!!!

Take it serious

Stop all the procrastination

Just do your best..

Showing my evilness!!!

2008-12-11T22:07:00.001+08:00

DO FEEL REGRET!!!

GUILTY!!

BUT DON'T FEEL SORRY

FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE!!!

If that's okay with you or me???

2008-12-11T21:49:00.003+08:00

It's Thursday

Went to church early in the morning

Dance practise for ADORE again

Only four of us..

Boring..

What a boring day

Moody..

Not in a good mood

Cheer me up

Come on..

This isn't Sherleen

Sherleen is a cheerful person..

Let me go!!!

It's easy to forgive but it's hard to forget

Let me sit down alone and think..

It's the best way to solve it..

Where's the real Sherleen uh?

Is she playing hide and seek?

Oh please..

Someone please give up!!

No one wants to be a loser..

Everyone is striving..

Do not procrastinate..

It leads no future..

GO AHEAD AND PROVE YOURSELF!!!

2008-12-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

ADORE is just around the corner
ADORE is on next Friday
ADORE is freaking me out
ADORE is going to rock the house!!!
o
I am worried
I am thinking
I am lost
I am a girl who always think a lot..
o
I feel miserable
I feel my own heart beat
I feel the air is touching me
I feel that someone is watching me every second..
o
You are trying to bring me away
You are trying to make me laugh
You are trying to ignore me
You are trying to run away from me..
o
Thinking of you
Thinking of me
Thinking of us
Thinking of everyone in this world..
o
Have to brainwash myself
Have to stop thinking of you
Have to start a brand new life
Have to start to grow up

7.12.2008 - Sunday

2008-12-10T21:00:00.028+08:00

These are the pictures where we took it on the 7th of December. It was my cousin aunt's wedding. She's 24 this year and married to a American. I have nothing to post now actually. I don't really like to mix around with my grandmother's side because it's very complicated and the family tree is HUGE!!! I don't even know there's such a person in the family, sometimes.. The old ones usually speak in Hokkien and i don't understand at all!!! The young ones are older than me at least 5 years. Sze Jing is the only one who is same age as me but we don't talk much although we are in the same school. You don't expect me to talk to those who are 5 and below. They don't understand but just stare at you with their big and round EYES or maybe a pathetic look and in their mind they're actually thinking 'What the HELL are you talking about' and lots of QUESTION MARKS...

6.12.2008 - Saturday

2008-12-10T19:37:00.034+08:00

Phew!! It has been don't know how many days i didn't online..

Busy with Leo Friendly Basketball Match with the Lions..

Leo members must be in the school by 8am but i was late. President mah.. Never mind right? keke.. Everyone was punctual except for me, Choon Kit, Wei Jeng and Cherry.. We weren't late actually because the match supposed to start at 8.30am. So we are considered early. *winks..

Organizing Chairperson : Leo Jarred Tay Hun Him

Vice Organizing Chairperson : Leo Sum Tien Hoong

Secretary : Leo Wong Farng Hui

Treasurer : Leo Quah Jun Hann

Commentator : Leo Yen Sherleen and Leo Samantha but Leo Ling Li talked the most!!!

Here are the pictures. Enjoy!!!

2008-12-07T15:41:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday!!!

Go to church..

Meet my friends and

Worship God..

Went to Old Town Kopitiam

At Sungai Wang

Went off at 12.30pm sharp

Have to go home to rest

Going to attend my cousin aunt's wedding dinner

At Berjaya Times Square

Me and Popo went out to set nice hair

I washed and cut my hair only

Don't know what to wear?

How?

I got tummy, don't want to show..

What about shoes?

I really have to go shopping

I wanna buy a colourful, sporty type of bag

I wanna buy a pair of nice shoes

I wanna buy a nice dress

How am i going to save money?

Sigh...

How am i going to fulfill my dreams?

More sigh..

You shouldn't take anything or anyone too seriously right now

Take things slower.

2008-12-05T15:06:00.002+08:00

Don't know what to write
I am blank now
Don't know what to post
I am blur now
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It is not easy to maintain everything at the same time
But we must learn..
It is not easy to forget certain things in a short time
But we must try..
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Friends,
you are always my friend.
Friends,
you are my closest one(s).
o

Teenager

2008-12-03T13:05:00.003+08:00

They wear clothes too tight.

They wear clothes too big.

They have funky hair styles,

I think they need a wig.

They're allowed to stay out.

They're allowed to make out.

They're allowed to wear clothes.

That let it all hang out.

They're allowed to have boyfriends.

They're allowed to have girlfriends.

They can't mind their business.

They're way far into trends.

They're snotty and conceited.

They think they're all that,

They make me want to puke.

Was i that kind of girl???

Time to say GOOD BYE

2008-12-01T11:12:00.004+08:00

Good bye year 2008

Good bye November

Good bye honeymoon year

Good bye form 4

Good bye my form 4 friends

Good bye my form 4 teachers

Good bye my form 4 lover(s)

Good bye my form 4 life

Good bye to the bad memories

Good bye to the bad moments

Good bye to the bad examinations

Good bye to the bad experiences

We broke up last night at 11.48pm.. 30th of November

2008-11-30T19:24:00.002+08:00

It's the last day of November
It's the last week of November
It's fifth Sunday
It's time for ROCKers to take over the worship session
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I'm sick
I'm coughing
I'm having flu
I'm having sore throat
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Please.. No now
Please.. I have lots of things to do
Now is not the right time to fall sick
Now is not the time.. Please go away from me! YOU STUPID SICKNESS!!
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Thinking of the steps
Thinking of the moves
Thinking of the songs
Thinking of the performance

Photoshoots for Metrojaya - Back To School 2009

2008-11-28T20:49:00.017+08:00

I went for a photo shoot session during mid-year school holiday. It's under Metrojaya. I've forgotten what is the name of the school. haha.. but i know it's a primary school. Kinda big and clean but lots of mosquito. Got kissed by more than 10 of them.. Sigh. It was fun. I made few new friends but i've forgotten what's their name again. haha. So sorry.. The guy is form 4 this year.. same age. Cool and the girl is the guy's cousin sister. They are cousins.
Enjoy the photos...

MEN are HARD to PLEASE..

2008-11-26T15:20:00.002+08:00

The problems with GUYs:

If you treat him nicely, he will says you are in love with him;
If you DON'T, he says you are PROUD.
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If you DRESS Nicely, he will says you are trying to LURE him;
If you DON't, he says you are from KAMPUNG.
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If you ARGUE with him, he will says you are STUBBORN;
If you keep quiet, he says you have no BRAINs.
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If you are SMARTER than him, he will lose face;
If he's SMARTER than you, he is GREAT.
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If you don't LOVE him, he tries to POSSESS you;
If you LOVE him, he will try to LEAVE you alone.
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If you don't MAKE love with him, he says you don't love him;
If you do!!! he says you are CHEAP.
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If you tell him your PROBLEM, he says you are TROUBLESOME;
If you DON'T, he says that you don't trust him.
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If you SCOLD him, you are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS you, it is because he CARES for you.
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If you BREAK your PROMISE, you CANNOT be TRUSTED.
If he breaks his, he is FORCED to do so.
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If you SMOKE, you are a BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
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If you do WELL in your EXAM, he says it is just LUCK;
If he does WELL, it is BRAINS.
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If you HURT you, you are CRUEL;
If he HURTS you, you are too SENSITIVE.

2008-11-26T12:07:00.003+08:00

Second week of school holiday

I haven't started to choreograph the dance

Sitting there, thinking of the steps but not moving

I must stand up and start to move

Blogging, chatting, checking mails and listening to music

That is what i usually do when i online

Blogging is fun, cause you get to write whatever non-sense

That is how i get to improve on talking non-sense

6th of December - Leo Friendly Basketball Match

7th of December - My cousin aunt's wedding

8th of December - Going to Sunway, ice-skating

13th of December - Christmas celebration at Jarred's house

19th of December - Christmas celebration 'ADORE 2008'

25th of December - Christmas celebration

Outing to Pavilion

2008-11-21T08:59:00.019+08:00

It's 21st of November

Never thought of posting a belated post

I don't mind

Nah, these are the pictures

Was looking around at Lot 10

Two little perverts

Was trying to mo less me

Thank God that they are girls

The blur me

Didn't notice Aisyah was holding the camera

The blur me
Didn't stand properly, was slouching

Aisyah, Najlaa and Sherleen

Looking at the camera

Aisyah and Sherleen are taller than Najlaa

Looking cute standing in between both us

3 of us again

No comment at all

3 of us again

Nothing to say at all

The girls in pavilion

Posing in front of the camera

Three crazy girls

Pavilion is a nice place to shop

Najlaa and myself

I have to bend down
Najlaa has to stand up straight
I have to slouch a bit

Aisyah and myself
She is my bestfriend

Aisyah a.k.a Samseng
She always syok sendiri

Laughing happily

Forget the sorrows

Laugh Out Loud

Free from darkness

Najlaa, Alyaa and myself

Lola and myself not looking at the camera

Aisyah, Alyaa and myself

Posing in front of everyone
Admire our pose?

Please.. Don't!!

Najlaa, Alyaa and Aisyah

Three modern Malay girls

Not into old fashion any more

Trying to look like a modal

Hidden camera
Spying on us

Alyaa, my God-sister

Always be there for me

I miss you mom's cooking

I want to eat Rendang

Not ready yet

Three hotties

2008-11-19T10:11:00.001+08:00

I'm in the church now
Waiting for the time to pass
I'm blogging, chatting, checking mails and day dreaming
What on earth i'm actually doing???
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Stomach not feeling well
Visited the toilet twice
So not in the mood
Very frustrating
o
Have to control myself
Going out with my friends
Have to enjoy myself
Giggle all the way with my friends
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Wearing nice nice nice clothing
That's what i usually do
Wavy, dark and thick hair
That i like the most
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I'm satisfied with what i have now
Thank God for blessing me all the while
I have to spread the Good News to everyone
That is why i am here now
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What should i do after my Form 5 life?
Further my studies, of course!!
Which college should i enter??
For God to decide!! Just Pray...
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Come and join our Christmas Celebration
'Adore 2008'
Come and you will get to enjoy with us
'Adore 2008'

Venue : Kuala Lumpur Baptist Church, Jalan Alor.. Bukit Bintang

Time : 7pm - 9pm

Date : 19th of December 2008

*Do make yourself FREE on that day and come!!!!

Jokes..

2008-11-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

An elderly gentleman… had serious hearing problems for a number of years. He went to the doctor and the doctor was able to have him fitted for a set of hearing aids that allowed the gentleman to hear 100%. The elderly gentleman went back in a month to the doctor and the doc tor said, 'Your hearing is pert. Your family must be really pleased that you can hear again.' The gentleman replied, 'Oh, I haven't told my family yet. I just sit around and listen to their conversations. I've changed my will three times!'
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Two elderly gentlemen from a retirement center were sitting on a bench under a tree when one turns to the other and says: 'Slim, I'm 83 years old now and I'm just full of aches and pains. I know you're about my age. How do you feel?' Slim says, 'I feel just like a newborn baby.' 'Really!? Like a newborn baby!?' 'Yep. No hair, no teeth, and I think I just wet my pants.'
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An elderly couple had dinner at another couple's house, and after eating, the wives left the table and went into the kitchen. The two gentlemen were talking, and one said, 'Last night we went out to a new restaurant and it was really great. I would recommend it very highly.' The other man said, 'What is the name of the restaurant?' The first man thought and thought and finally said, 'What is the name of that flower you give to someone you love? You know... The one that's red and has thorns.' 'Do you mea n a rose?' 'Yes, that's the one,' replied the man.. He then turned towards the kitchen and yelled, 'Rose, what's the name of that restaurant we went to last night?'
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Hospital regulations require a wheel chair for patients being discharged. However, while working as a student nurse, I found one elderly gentleman already dressed and sitting on the bed with a suitcase at his feet, who insisted he didn't need my help to leave the hospital. After a chat about rules being rules, he reluctantly let me wheel him to the elevator. On the way down I asked him if his wife was meeting him. 'I don't know,' he said. 'She's still upstairs in the bathroom changing out of her hospital gown.'
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A couple in their nineties are both having problems remembering things. During a checkup, the doctor tells them that they're physically okay, but they might want to start writing things down to help them remember.. Later that night, while watching TV, the old man gets up from his chair. 'Want anything while I'm in the kitchen?' he asks. 'Will you get me a bowl of ice cream?' 'Sure.' 'Don't you think you should write it down so you can remember it?' she asks. 'No, I can remember it ..' 'Well, I'd like some strawberries on top, too. Maybe you should write it down, so's not to fet it?' He says, 'I can remember that. You want a bowl of ice cream with strawberries.' 'I'd also like whipped cream. I'm certain you'll forget that, write it down?' she asks.. Irritated, he says, 'I don't need to write it down, I can remember it! Ice cream with strawberries and whipped cream - I got it, for goodness sake!' Then he toddles into the kitchen. After about 20 minutes, the old man returns from the kitchen and hands his wife a plate of bacon and eggs. She stares at the plate for a moment. 'Where's my toast ?'
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A senior citizen said to his eighty-year old buddy, 'So I hear you're getting married?' 'Yep!' 'Do I know her?' 'Nope!' 'This woman, is she good looking?' 'Not really.' 'Is she a good cook?' 'Naw, she can't cook too well.' 'Does she have lots of money?' 'Nope! Poor as a church mouse.' 'Well, then, is she good in bed?' 'I don't know.' 'Why in the world do you want to marry her then?' 'Because she can still drive!'
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Three old guys are out walking. The first one says, 'Windy, isn't it?' The second one says, 'No, it's Thursday!' The third one says, 'So am I. Let's go get a beer.'
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A man was telling his neighbor, 'I just bought a new hearing aid. It cost me four thousand dollars, but it's state of the art. It's perfect.' ' Really,' answered the neighbor. sp;'What kind is it?' ' Twelve thirty .'
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Morris, an 82 year-old man, went to the doctor to get a physical. A few days later, the doctor saw Morris walking down the street with a gorgeous young woman on his arm. A couple of days later, the doctor spoke to Morris and said, 'You're really doing great, aren't you?' Morris replied, 'Just doing what you said, Doc: 'Get a hot mamma and be cheerful.'' The doctor said, 'I didn't say that. I said, 'You've got a heart murmur; be careful.'
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A little old man shuffled slowly into an ice cream parlor and pulled himself slowly, painfully, up onto a stool… After catching his breath, he ordered a banana split. The waitress asked kindly, 'Crushed nuts?' 'No,' he replied, 'Arthritis.'

2008-11-17T15:06:00.000+08:00

First day of school holiday
Went to church early in the morning

Friends were busy with VBS

Went back home after a few hours in church

Started to choreograph a dance

Not easy you know

Stars are all around my head

Not even a single move

Preparation for LEO events

It's fun to be a LEO member

Preparation for ROCK Christmas Event

It's fun to be a ROCKers

Saturday

2008-11-15T19:07:00.000+08:00

Finally!!!
I'm back to ROCK!!!
Finally!!!
I can sleep up to 7 hours a day!!!
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School holiday started
Miss all my friends
SPM is still going on
Make a wish : Good luck to all the SPM candidates
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Recently i fell in love with a song
'Control' by Metro Station
Recently i fell in love with blogging
'Poem' is how i express myself
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Last day of school
Only a few of us went
Last day of school
Our friends said 'Happy Holidays'
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It's hard to forget you
But i will try my best
It's hard to let you go
But i will do my best
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We will still be friends
'A friend in need, is a friend indeed'
We will still keep in touch
' A friend is not enough, i prefer friendss'

Thursday. 13.11.2008

2008-11-13T20:50:00.000+08:00

Trying to occupied my schedule

Give me things to do!!!

Trying not to think of it again

Give me some time la!!!

Last day of school

Thought of not going

But...

I have things to do in the school (LEO Club)

Have to settle everything

Right before school holiday started

Have to make sure everyting is fine

Right before school holiday started

Good bye means God Be With You

See you means See You Again

I will say See You then

Good Bye..

I love my God

I love my Family

I love my Friends

I even love my Enemies although i have non...

2008-11-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

I wish I could turn back the time..

But it will never happened..

I wish I could say sorry..

But it is just a 'word'..

Forget the past..

Look forward..

Don't be sad..

Think positive..

It's a tough decision..

But i have to choose..

It's either YOU or YOU..

But i still have to choose..

It has been four days..

I finally got the answer..

You are the one..

You sacrificed a lot..

Do not lie..

Just be honest..

Do not be afraid..

Just tell the truth..

How???

2008-11-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

I'm worried!

What's the matter?

Everyone knows about it!

What's it about?

I don't mind if you know it

But why must you be upset?

I don't mind telling you

But why are you in silent mode?

That's what teenagers will do

I have my own limitation

I won't over do it

That i can promise..

Please..

Don't be upset

Please..

Forgive me

I'm sorry mi...

Tagged by Jia huei aka VJ

2008-11-07T12:08:00.000+08:00

Tag Rules:
1. The rules of the games get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their name, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them to know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
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Starting time = 12.20pm
Name = Makiyo Yen Sher Leen
Sisters = No
Brothers = No
Shoe size = 7
Where do you live = Somewhere on the earth.
Favorite drink = H2O
Favorite breakfast = Conflakes with milk
Have you been on a plane = Yes
Swam in the ocean = Yes.
Fallen asleep in school = Yes, right after i finished all the questions during exam.
Broken someone’s heart = Yes..
Fell of your chair = Yes, of course.. My friends did it when i was going to sit on the chair.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call = Sometimes..
Saved e-mails = Yes
What is your room like = Used to look like a princess' room..
What is the last thing you ate = 'Thorng Yuen'
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~Ever had~
Chicken pox = Yes
Stitches = No
Broken nose = No
Do you believe in love at first sight = No
Like picnics = I love it!!!
Who was the last person you danced with = Samantha, i guess. (In the school)
Last person who made you smile = Ilyas *was yesterday*
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~Today did you~
Talked to someone you like = Yes
Kissed anyone = No
Get sick = No, don't wish to..
Talked to an ex = Don't even have one.
Missing someone = Yes, always...
Best feeling in the world = Yes.. (I guess)
Do you sleep with stuffed animals = No!!!
What’s under your bed = Dust
What time is it now = 12.27pm
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Random Questions
Q: is there a person on your mind right now = Yes
Q: do you have any siblings = NO!!! (Sad case)
Q: do you want children = Yes.. I love kids...
Q: do you smile often = 24/7.. Hahaha..
Q: do you like your hand-writing = Oh Yes.. I love my hand-writing..
Q: are your toes painted = Nope.. Soon.
Q: whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in = Vania and Alyaa's bed.. Their bed is bouncy and soft.
Q: what colour shirt are you wearing = Red.. Looking forward for Christmas and Chinese New Year 2009..
Q: what were you doing at 7.00 yesterday = Yesterday was Thursday, just finished my dinner. I think i was watching 'The Nanny'.
Q: I can’t wait till = The day i can go out with friends.. (ice-skating)
Q: when did you cry last = Few months ago, criticised by friends...
Q: are you a friendly person = I think i am...
Q: do you have any pets = Yes..
Q: where is the person you have feelings for right now = At home? School? I'm not sure...
Q: did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now = I'm honest. Yes..
Q: do you sleep with the TV on = Yes.. Just in the afternoon...
Q: what are you doing = What a cute question. I'm anwering the questions..
Q: have you ever crawled to your mother or father = Yes. It was long long time ago.
Q: can you handle the truth = Yes. (I think so)
Q: are you closer to your mother or father = It depends..
Q: who was the last person you cried in front of = My class teacher, Miss Lydia. She's my favourite teacher.
Q: how many people can you say you’ve really loved = Uncountable!!!
Q: do you eat healthy = Yes. Always..
Q: do you still have pictures with you and your ex = I don't even have an ex...
Q: have you ever cried because of something someone said to you = Yes.
Q: how often do you go to church = Every week. Sometimes 2-3 days a week.
Q: if you’re having a bad day, who are you mostly likely to go to = My schoolmates.. The closests to me...
Q: are you loud or quiet most of the times = That depends.
Q: are you confident = It depends..
Q: 5 things I was doing ten years ago = Okay!! I'm 16 this year. 16 - 10 = 6!!! I've improved my mathematics. Hahaah... Sleep, eat, play, breathe, walk and drink... That's easy..
Q: 5 snacks I enjoy = I don't eat snacks.. Erm.. French fries. I don't know. Told you i eat healthy.. *Cereal bar*
Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire = Help people who needs help, adopt children, build a school in Africa, support the people who are facing financial problem, have a comfortable house for my family, sponsor my friends and family for vacation every year... anyway, health comes before wealth..
Q: 5 of my bad habit = Fall asleep while im texting someone at night, laugh a lot (sometimes laugh for no reasons), lazy to clean up my room, don't talk at all when i'm in baaad mood and last but not least love to tease my friends...
Q: 5 places I’ve lived in = My house, my dad's house, my room, Malaysia and somewhere on the earth..
Q: 5 people tat u tagged = Samantha, Rachel, Alyaa, Vania and Tien Hoong..

ENJOY!!

Thursday

2008-11-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

I was late to school..

Lectured by a 'PRO' lecturer on the way to school..

It's heart broken..

Lazy to talk during the assembly..

Starring at the teachers and students..

Looking for 'someone'..

Spoilt everyone's mood..

Laughter is running away from me..

Busy like a bee..

Walked around with Alyaa and Aisyah..

Begging for marks..

Willing to sacrifice our precious time..

Didn't get to see 'someone'..

Is around..

Deep in my heart saying..

I miss you..

Half a day in school..

Waited patiently..

Hell no..

What a waste..

Don't get what i mean..

Is meant for me not for you..

Don't be a busy body..

I know what i'm doing now..

I miss you very much

2008-11-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

Regretsss... I shouldn't be so busy body. Read other people's blog and got tagged.. By Sam the Soh Poh...
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1. What's the relationship of you and her/him?

..:: Kindergarten, primary school, secondary school and future ::..

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?Impression ya:

..:: Intelligent, funny, always get bully by friends, cute and friendly ::..

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you:

..:: I love you baby ::..

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you:

..:: Not angry at me of doing something hurts her deep down in her heart ::..

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..

..:: Just to be clear, I might be a lesbian but i'm not a lesbian now ::..

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will...

..:: It won't happen ::..

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..

..:: Charisma skills and remove all the pimples on the face ::..

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..

..:: I've done something wrong ::..

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?

..:: Smack her asss ::..

10. The overall impression of him/her is...

..:: Ah sum ::..

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?

..:: Arrogant (for people who doesn't know me) , friendly (my friends), funny (close friends), crazy (closest friends), straight forward (people who hates me), serious (teachers and studends during the assembly), talkative (when i'm in a goooood mood) ::..

12. The character of you for yourself is?

..:: Joyful ::..

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?

..:: Too straight forward (it hurts other people though but i'll apologize if i found out that i'm being toooooooo straight forward) ::..

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?

..:: God ::..

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.

..:: People around me, they are my true friends and brothers and sisters. We share our happines when we're in the mood, we help one another when we have troubles. The feeling is undescripable. All i want to say is I LOVE All of YOUUUU!!! ::..

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Who is no.2 (Jia Huei the VJ) having a relationship with?

..:: I don't know, she's keeping it from me ::..

Is no.3 ( Ilyas my babe) a male or female?

..:: Male, but sounds like a female's name right?? ::..

How will no.9 (Vania the big asss sexy chic) react if she found out that her cell phone is lost?

..:: She'll probably scream her lungs out and panic ::..

If no.7 (Jun Wu the science wizard) and no.10 (Tien Hoong the Hoong Tet) were together, would it be a good thing?

..:: Muahahaha... I don't know what will happen actually, it might be a good thing cause both of them will be sincere towards each other (i guess) ::..

How about no.5 (Aisyah the Samseng) and no.8 (Farng Hui the smart girl)?

..:: Not bad... I mean as a friend ::..

What is no.1 (Sam the Sop Poh) studying about?

..:: Science stream and of course her boroi!! Haha!! ::..

Is no.4 (Alyaa the talkative girl) single?

..:: Yes, she's single and still available.. Guys better be fast. ::..

Say something about no.6 (Amigo my God-brother).

..:: He's handsome, 16 this year, a good boy, a gentleman, i know him since the first day of primary school and he's still my classmate. I'm glad that i have a friend like him. I love you Gor... ::..

~Sekian, Terima kasih~

Mind calming

2008-11-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

*Control perfectionist tendencies*

-Self-acceptance-

*Have 'you' time everyday*

-Work/life balance-

*Learn from your mistakes*

-Life experience skills-

*Find the good in the bad*

-Erasing self-doubt-

*Get organised to minimise stress*

-Improved time management-

*Play the karma card*

-Respect and pride-

Inner Beauty

2008-11-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

Beauty is not about the clothes you wear

Neither the make-up you put on

Nor the great body you have

But it's the holistic approach you take in grooming yourself.

Love your body

Keep it healthy

Stay away from drugs and alcohol and exercise regularly.

Smile even when you're down

Give even when you're not receiving, and spread joy to those who need it.

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Beauty is not in the face;

beauty is the light in the heart.

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TAG TAG TAG AGAIN!!!

2008-10-12T19:43:00.000+08:00

Why!!!??? Got tagged by Rachel..

[01] Name: Yen Sherleen
[02] Nickname: Makiyo, Makaiyo, mangkok, helmet, coconut head, momoe, watermelon, japanese agency, monkey yoyoyo...
[03] Married: Not yet..
[04] Zodiac Sign: Taurus
[05] Gender: Female. Do i look like a guy to you?
[06] Age: 16, sweet sixteeeeen
[07] High School: SMK Datok Lokman..
[08] College: Don't know yet
[09] Height: 171cm
[10] Weight: Do you really want to know? Don't be so busy body. I'm not that heavy but i put on weight. sigh..
[11] Do you like yourself: Yes, i do.. I love myself.
[12] Piercings: Yes.
[13] Right or left: Both.
[14] Are you a freak : Music freak!!!
[15] Hair: Black.
[16] Skin: Tanned..
[18] What are you doing now: Blogging, listening to music, chatting...
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Watch Amazing Race and American's Next Top Model.
[20] What will you do 10 years later : Get married. hahhahhahah!!! Just kidding..
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: My lovely mommy.. I LOVE YOU!!!
[22] Siblings(included you): I'm the only child.
[23] Eldest: Told you i'm the only child.
[24] Youngest: THE ONLY CHILD!!!
[25] Love/hate your family: Of course i love my family. Very much..
[26] You found your another half: No.. Maybe.
[27] If yes, who is he/she: No one.
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: I haven't found the right candidate yet. I'm stil young
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 1.
[30] Ever woo boy/girl : Woo as in like what??
[31] Anyone woo you before: Woo? What's woo??
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: No, not until now
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: I don't know.
[34] Ever argue with your other half: No.. Hopefully it won't happen.
[35] You with your other half since: 5 months after my birthday..
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: Both, haha..
[37] Reasons you love your other half: Secret..
[38] You and your other half in which stage: Is there a stage for it?
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: What?
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: Yea. =)
[41] Age to get married : Erm... 26 i guess.
[42] Your first kiss : What??
[43] Your ex-boyfriends / ex-girfriends : Non
[44] Your first best friend: Koay Nan Tyan
[45] Your first enemy: NON!!!
[46] The friend you love the most: I love all of them!!!
[47] The enemy you hate the most(1only): Don't have enemy..
[48] Your most beautiful girl friend: Everyone is beautiful
[49] Your most handsome guy friend: To be honest, Ian Michael Chong. Hahah.. shhh..
[50] The kind of girl you hate the most: Arrogant, love to show off, spoiled brat..
[51] You fall in love with your close friend before: Close friend? Of course, if not how am i going to fall for him?
[52] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Nope..
[53] If your friend backstabbing you: Confront them.. I don't care.. Is there something wrong with me? Or maybe is their problems.
[54] If your friend betray you: They won't. I trust friends..
[55] If your friend woo your lover: It depends on my boyfriend then. hahah...
[56] If your friend fall in love with you: It's okay. It won't be a problem. haha...
[57] If you fall in love with your best friend: He will be my boyfriend la. What else?
[58] Are you a good student: Maybe yes maybe no..
[59] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Not always but most of the time i'll finish my homework.
[60] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Teacher Jack
[61] Always late to school/college: I love going to school.
[62] Your class: 4S2..
[63] You love your seniors: Yes.
[64] Senior who you love the most: Yasar
[65] Your classmates good/bad: Of course they are good, they're very friendly and willing to help when you're in trouble.
[66] Excellent result classmate: Suk Koon, Alyaa and Damia.
[67] Laziest classmate: Ian and Lewin.. Hahaha... Hope that they won't read this. keke..
[68] Smart people: A lot.. It just that they are lazy.
[69] Stupid people: No one is born to be stupid...
[70] Good looking people: All of us...
[71] Ugly people: Non of us is ugly.
[72] Funny people: Myself. haha
[73] Cute people: Alyaa.
[74] Bad people: Don't know.
[75] Honest people: My mummy and daddy.
[76] Acting people: Yilin.
[77] You are what kind of people: I will not tell you what kind of people i am, you can find out by your own. *winks*
[78] Lip or eyes: Lip...
[79] Hugs or kisses: Both.. Kissable and huggable. haha
[80] Shorter or taller: Of course taller. Who wishes to be short?
[81] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous...
[82] Nice stomach or nice arms: BOTH
[83] Listener or talker: Mostly listener but i'll talk when i get the chance to talk.
[84] Romantic or rich: Romantic..
[85] Good husband or Good Father: BOTH!! If you're a good husband, you'll automatically be a good fater as well.
[86] Numbers of kid(s): Wish to have at least 2!
[87] Career: Never thought of that before...
[88] Salary: It depends on what career.
[89] Retirement age: don't know
[90] Properties value: Everything..
[91] Wishes: To be happy forever..

..:: Tag ::...
You! Yes YOU!! Who ask you to be so busy body. Read my blog la!!

TAGGED by Soh Poh Sam...

2008-10-08T20:13:00.000+08:00

Gantoi!! Kena tagged pulak!

RULE: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. NO TAG backs!

1. Laugh for no reason. *that's me*
2. Love to hang out in the toilet. (especially school toilet)
3. Must arrange my pillow nicely before i sleep. xD
4. MSN always appear status as busy although i'm not. ( just to pretend that i'm busy)
5. Talk a lot when i'm in a good mood.
6. I am always blur.
7. Always speak in Malay with my friends although they're not malay.
8. Thought of being a singer. (it's impossible)
9. Don't like to play computer games.
10. Don't like to stay at home.
11. Love to stand.
12. Will sing very loud when i'm in the toilet. (although sometimes will sing out of tune. i DON' CARE)
13. People says i looked like a korean mixture with japanese girl. (that's why i named myself Makiyo)
14. Don't like other people who is busy body.
15. Don't like people who talks very LOUD!!!

I'm going to tag
~Jia Huei
~Alyaa
~Alvin
~Simon
~Eu Gene
~Ann Sin
~Wai Sin

True friend

2008-10-08T18:47:00.000+08:00

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

Be smart...

*********************************************

Being happy is the priority of living,

If u wanna be sad,

Be sad for something thats worth it.

SMILE

*********************************************

2008-09-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

So What lyrics

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na NaNa Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I guess i just lost my husband
I don't know where he went
So i'm gonna drink my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent (Nope)
I got a brand new attitude
And i'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight

So so what? I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine

And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rockstar I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight
Uh, check my flow, uh

The waiter just took my table
And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit!
I guess i'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll know how to hit
What if this song's on the radio
Then somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
He's gonna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
We're all gonna get in a fight!

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

You weren't there
You never were
You weren't all
But thats not fair

I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren't there
You let me fall

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done (we're done)
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright(I'm alright),
I'm just fine (I'm just fine)
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

No No, No No
I Don't want you tonight
You weren't there
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight
Ba da da da da da

Non and invisible..

2008-09-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

..Not even a week..

..Not even 24 hours..

..Not even a day..

..Not even a touch..

..Not even a single thing..

..Not even a good bye kiss..

..Not even a hi..

..Not even a bye..

..Not even a look..

..Not even a smile..

..NON..

!!!NOTHING!!!

* Tears of JOY *

....Officially as a cup=per....

Ilyas Ileen

Our song

2008-09-14T09:42:00.000+08:00

Our Song lyrics

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say no nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the rosesAnd the note that said...

[Repeat Chorus]
I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...
Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I... wrote down our song

14th of September 2008

2008-09-14T07:53:00.000+08:00

14th of September, It's my aunt's Wedding!!! Yeah!!! Yee pee.. Yahooo!!! I'm very excited. It's 8 in the morning now... I woke up at 7.15am... Had breakfast at 8.30am.. My grandparents just came back from breakfast. They went out to market (dating)... hahah..

Time for us to change... makeup... w3ar nice nice..

We went to Selentar Club to attend my aunt's BIG day!!!

She's very beautiful today..

She's my youngest aunt..

She's 26 this year..

She married to a guy, his name is Nigel...

Do i look like a mother???

Queenie is soooo cute!!!

*Family photo*

Me and my sexy mom

Awh... This is soooo SWEET!!!

13th of September 2008

2008-09-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

3rd day in Singapore.. It was raining heavily this morning. I woke up at 8.30am... It's kinda early... I was quite blur this morning, I don't know why.. Thinking.. What am I suppose to do next? Should I bathe immediately or walk around in my aunt's house or continue to sleep. I've decided to walk around in the house. I climbed out from the bed, opened the door and I saw my aunt. She's awake! WOW!! That's early for her cause usually she'll wake up around 10 something and my mom was at the kitchen. Don't know what she did. I've forgotten.. As you know, I got short term memory.. Hehe..

I bathed.. I changed.. I combed.. I walked.. I see.. I smell.. I taste.. I wear.. I smiled.. I blinked.. I've done everything then I sat down at the dining room with a glass of milk and a slice of bread then my aunt asked us not to eat so much cause she's going to take us to 'mamak' for breakfast.

We waited for my uncle who just woke up at 9.30am then we walked to the mamak. It's only few minutes walk from my aunt's appartment, very near.. I ordered a cup of 'milo kosong panas' and I shared the 'roti planta cheese' with my mom.. The 'roti planta cheese' is very tasty.. I would like to try it again.. My mom said she'll take us there tomorrow.. Gosh!! Although I like it and I said it's tasty but that doesn't mean that I have to eat it again. Sigh.. What to do.. She's my mom.. Have to obey her command if not, her devil tail will appear in front of me and wack on me.. Ouch!!

We went for a walk after having the yummy breakfast.. Was kinda lazy to go out today, so I stayed home and I played with my lovely game which is Sudoku!! But it just for one an half hour cause mom wants to go for shopping at Orchard Road.. We followed our aunt to their hotel to check-in then we had our lunch at somewhere around Orchard Road.. We had Indonesian food.. My mom ordered 'gador-gador'.. That's what she crave for.. I ate a plate of don't know what kind of Fried chicken rice with sambal and a don't know what... ??? lol.. It's quite nice.. I'm not sure whether I'm hungry or what.. But it taste nice.

After having our lunch, finally we went to Orched Road to SHOP!! Woo Hoo... Shopping! I wanna buy this.. I wanna buy that.. I wanna buy this and that.. I wanna buy everything!! OMG! No way! BUT my mom will not allow. SIGH.. It's okay..

Too be continued.. Hav to sleep.. hehe Good night..

12th of September 2008

2008-09-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

12th of September.. What so special about 12th of September? Actually, nothing special. It just another day in Singapore. Sigh.. Singapore.. Singapore.. Singapore.. People says Singapore means Singa berpura-pura.. Is that true? Hmm... Give me some time, i'll let you know. This morning I got the feeling 'lazy to go out'. That's just not like me. I'm those people who love to go out, walk around, shopping and travelling.. I stayed home, started to update my blog. Then mom said HAVE TO GO OUT! IF NOT, WHY ARE YOU HERE? YOU THINK THERE'S NO INTERNET AT HOME? I was like.. OKAY.. FINE! Then we went out to have lunch at Ang Mo Kio HUB..

At around 2.30pm, we took MRT from Ang Mo Kio to Jurong East. It's very convenient.. There are 16 stations altogether from Ang Mo Kio to Jurong East. The journey is about 45minutes. Then we took a bus to the 'Singapore Science Centre'. I'm lazy to type now, i'll just upload picture. hehe.. Enjoy!!

Is this the best place???

2008-09-12T11:03:00.000+08:00

Am I doing the right thing?

Am I bothering you just to read this ?

Am I really gonna share the secret of my life here?

Is this the right place for me to share my feelings?

Is this the right place for me to share my secret?

Do you really want to know the secret of my life?

People come from different walks of life, am I walking on the right path?

11 of September 2008

2008-09-12T07:58:00.000+08:00

First day in Singapore!!!

Should I be happy :) or sad :( ??? I'm happy because i can PONTENG!!! Yeah! Don't have to go to school.. Don't have to be a 'good' prefect and 'tegur pelajar'. Don't have to be a 'responsible' councelor to always lecture the prefect in my group. Don't have to be the busy Leo President for a week. Don't have to face some of the school teacher that i'm afraid of. Don't have to worry about my homework, schoolwork and project..

I'm sad because i miss my friends in my school, church, tuition and everywhere.. I miss my church, although i attend church only on weekends. I miss my church friends, although i see them only when i go to church. I miss my big house. I miss my comfortable princess room, although sometimes i didn't clean up is kinda messy. I miss my clean and white toilet, although is not as white as milk. I miss my school, although it used to be a naughty school but now it had improved a lot. I miss class, although we didn't really decorate and clean it. I miss my family members who are not here yet, although they'll be coming on Saturday morning. I miss my school friends, although they're quite naughty but yet they're loving. I miss my love-one(s), although sometimes they deny the truth of love.. I miss teachers, although they love to nag nag nag.... I missssssss....... Evrything!!! Sorry if i left out smtg.

Took 4 hours journey from Kuala Lumpur --> Singapore. I came to Singapore by 'Premium Class' bus. Geng leh!! lol.. It's very comfortable. It's much more better than taking an aeroplane. In the bus, there are massage chair, video games, individual TV and 2 bus steward and stewardess. Of course a bus driver as well. The bus is only limited for 15 seats, if I'm not mistaken. I watched a 'Singaporean Movie - Lau Shi Jia Lau Da' translate - Teacher married a gangster. It's kinda funny that movie. I didn't get the chance to play video game cause i watched 2 movies, erm.. is actually one and a half. I couldn't finish watching the movie. The other movie i watched was 'High School Musical 2'. Not bad also..

Me and mom left from Kuala Lumpur to Singapore at 11am sharp. Reached Singapore at around 3.30pm. After that, we took a cap to my aunt's house which is also uncle Nigel's house. They both are getting MARRIED on Sunday.. Congratulation!!! Woo hoo... We went out to have our dinner at Ang Mo Kio HUB. Lots of delicious food but too bad... My mom and myself are sick. So we went to food court to have our dinner. I ate a bowl of dumpling noodle.. Quite nice.. Went out for shopping after dinner.. Bought a prezzie for my mom's friend, she's also my friend. Before i sleep, i was looking around in my aunt's house. Guess what i found?? I found a Sudoku book!! I love Sudoku.. My aunt doesn't know how to play and she keep on looking behind (the answer) to finish up a level, even though it's just level 1. After 3 pages of Sudoku, my mom wants me to sleep, so I'm forced to sleep at 10.30pm.

ZZZZzzZZZzzzZZZzz........

What to post???

2008-09-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hmm... It has been months that i didn't post. Okay.. I'm blank now. Hahahah... I don't know what to write now... Any idea? Never mind... I'll just write whatever things 'pop' out from my mind.. Okay.. What i've done for the past few months? Erm.. let me refresh.. I attended Leo Joint Installation.. Ya! Leo Joint Installation.. I in charge of invitation. So i have to send out e-mails and invite all the Lions and Leos to join this event. At first, I thought cheh... what an easy job. Just sit down in front of the 'square light box' and the 'wireless talking machine' and that's my job.. But what i realized was i have to call 100 over Lions, 20 Leos and send out the invitation every week + have to chase them for their replies.. GOSH!! That was kinda irritating and annoying.. I mean I'm the one who irritate and annoy people by calling them so many times... What i hate the most is the phone bill.. If my phone bill increases, my mom will lecture me like a professional lecturer or maybe if it is more worst, she'll confiscate my phone. *sob sob* Don't feels like talk about the Joint Installation event. If you really want to know, you can find out at Samantha's blog. I think that's all i wanna blog for today... Ciaozz

??? Malaysia Boleh ???

2008-07-23T19:27:00.000+08:00

Do not STEAL in IRAN...

2008-07-20T18:22:00.000+08:00

No religion can ever justify such a hideous crime ...

* Leo 35th Anniversary *

2008-06-24T20:24:00.000+08:00

...SMK Datok Lokman Leo Anniversary 2008 at Maluri Hotel...

...These are the committee members...

Sherleen *me* and Vania baby

Sam, oppss forgotten what's the guy's name and Sherleen.

Sherleen, Yoon Jien from KDU - people says that he is weird, Samantha

Hoong Jie and Sherleen *Me*

Sherleen *Me* and Sam, my honey

The Hip Hop dancers...

Samantha baby and i performing a song - Wanna be by spice girls

Sherleen *me* and Joseph, mojojojojo

Me and Samantha together with other

Leo's Presidents from other school and college.

The fantastic 4

Once again, the committee members.

I love all of you very very much!

*muakzzx*

....Time for punishment...

.: SHERLEEN :.

2008-06-09T12:23:00.000+08:00

This is my name

* Sherleen*

* Smart *

* Happy *

* Easy going *

* Reliable *

* Lovely *

* Encouraging *

* Energetic *

* Nice *

* GIRL! *

What's yours???

ROCK camp 2008 - D!v3 In ! !!!

2008-06-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

2 days after 4days 3nights camp, i'm SICK! I'm having sore throat, fever, cough and also flu. I enjoyed the camp very much althogh this time they concentrate more on the message and not on games but i had fun. Had fun with God, friends and fellowship.

I'm very excited and I can't wait to see my long lost friends again!!! Everyone around us was excited too. Especially Ann Sin, she was laughing the whole day, maybe she's too excited. Hahahahhah.... We depart around 1 o'clock from KLBC to Port Dickson, Golden Sand Assembly. When we reached there, Alvin, Jia Huei, Yi Hueih, Pastor Eddie, Amos Oh, Joseph Lam and Ashley were there waiting for us. It is fun going out with friends. The theme for this year's camp is 'Dive In'. Sounds like getting wet all the time right? This is the Golden Sand Assembly, Port Dickson. My dorm mates are Amanda Chay, Lim Yi Hueih and Charis Chan. Our dorm has 2 beds, double-decker. At first, i wanted to sleep at the bottem deck but Yi Hueih said she'll wake up early and come back late cause she's a committee. So i shift to the upper deck. It's kinda scary cause first time sleep at the upper deck. The bed is a bit shaky~~ The first night was very very very COLD and we do not have blanket, we forced to use the bedsheet as a blanket! I was ~FREEZING~ the whole night and i couldn't sleep and i did NOT sleep. Gosh! The first night was torturing man~~~ I look like a PANDA, next day. hahahahha

Guess what were we doing in this photo? .......... Don't know?

Let me tell you. They are my group members. We were decorating our group 'float'. The name for my group is 'BARQUE'! Nice name uh? The BARQUE members are Joseph Wee our BARQUE leader, Kevin Lim the youngest BARQUE member, Tricia Chin the strongest BARQUE member, Sherleen the clumsiest BARQUE member, Xin Huang the most talkative BARQUE member, Venus Mae the most matured BARQUE member, Vincent Mah the assistant BARQUE leader, Winnie Chan the most supportive BARQUE member, Jonathan Loo the most intelligent BARQUE member, Amanda Wong the most cutest BARQUE member and last but not least Yeoh Yuan Nung the most sporting BARQUE member!

Let me tell you what i've learned in the camp....

The first thing i've learned is : How to make DECISIONS.

1. Distortion

Did God really say?
God commanded but Satan distorted.

The Distortion's of the truth is Satan's First Strategy.

The Consequences of disobedience.

i . Distorted Image of God.

ii. Distorted Image of himself - himself refers to Adam.

iii. Distorted Image of others.

WHAT SHALL WE DO?

1. Uncompromised devotion to God's Word

2. Unrestrained desperation for God's Kingdom and His Righteousness.

3. Unashamed declaration of the Gospel of Christ.

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+!Talent Time!+

The one with red coloured face is Jonathan Loo. He acts as a Satan!

The one on the right with lots of leaves and brances is Vincent Mah. He acts as a Banana Tree..

This is Nicholas. Acts as Alvin Kook, not Alvin Kok.

Guess who is Kevin Kumar acting? Don't know?

Do you know who is he? Joseph Wee? NOononooooo...

He is Pastor Daniel Number 2! All of you take out your bible and say This is my Bible.................................................... for those who agree with me says AMEN!

@ Worship @

@ Session @

$ ~My Girl Friends~ $

!!!!! Game Time !!!!!

Clever child

2008-05-09T11:59:00.000+08:00

Two little babies were sitting in their cribs, when one baby shouted to the other, "Are you a little girl or a little boy?""I don't know," replied the other baby giggling."What do you mean, you don't know?" said the first baby."I mean I don't know how to tell the difference," was the reply."Well, I do," said the first baby chuckling, "I'll climb into your crib and find out." He carefully manoeuvred himself into the other baby's crib, then quickly disappeared beneath the blankets. After a couple of minutes, he resurfaced with a big grin on his face. "You're a little girl, and I'm a little boy," he said proudly. "You're ever so clever," cooed the baby girl, "but how can you tell?" "It's quite easy really," replied the baby boy, "you've got pink socks and I've got blue ones."

SHAME ON YOU, WHAT WERE YOU THINKING???

Searching for myself in a deep sea...

2008-05-09T10:49:00.000+08:00

Exhemmmm *Clearing my throat*

Okay, i think i should start to share about how i feel. I would like to start with me, i, and myself first. I've been very busy with my school activities, events, exam, studies, and the list goes on. I don't even have a time to just sit down quietly to watch movie with my family, don't even have a time to switch on the computer to chat with my friends and even check mail, don't even have a time to accompany my mom for shopping, don't even have a time to talk to my family, the worst is i don't even have a quiet time to talk to GOD and so and so on....

What am i on earth treating myself like this? Am i abusing myself with the 'BUSYness' or i don't have a proper time management? I think i need counselling.

Second, I've been separated with my friends for 5 months. Everything seems to be different. I used to be a joyful, cheerful, funny, happy, light hearted, friendly, high self-esteem, crazy like monkey jumping around, and of course noisy girl. But now... Many of my friends and family realize that I've changed A LOT. I'm quiet now, moody, self-effacing, bad-tempered(maybe) and even don't have patience to do a simple thing. That is what i get from my friends and family. I've tried very hard to revive myself to be more active, happy, build up myself again but i failed. I'm afraid to/share my feelings to my mom. I don't know why. It just.. I feel something is pulling my away from my friends and family. I feel that I'm alone (always) although i know that i'm not. Should i take a break or a vacation to release and to search for myself again? *sigh*

Next, sometimes i don't know what i've done or doing. I don't have a childhood ' joyful life' when i was young. Our life is like a '4 seasons' journey but mine is like not even. Too long for winter. Why do people think that being the only child is good? Being the only child not always and necessary get what you request for. Being the only child will feel 'lonely'-this is the best word to express. 'Alone in a crowd' this is one of my church camp theme and also the first camp that i attend. I was alone all the while in the camp.

But sometimes i do feel secure at church. I feels like that's the best place for me but church is a public place. I can't owned it as myself. Ahh... one more thing, i wanna give thanks to those friends that greeted me for my sweet 16. They are my mom, my dad, my family, Alesa, Miss Lydia, Elaine, Jarred, Edmund Hiew, Lynnett, Ian Michael, Ameline, Kok Yan, Wai Loon, Ling Li, En.Zahan, Woei Hong, Caryan, Jiun Chang, Syuhada, Hwei Hoe, Madam Jeya, Ann Sin, Alvin, Nan Tyan, Sara-Sam's sister, Tian Sheng-my ah gor, Titus, Kean Wah, Suk Koon, Kai Ma, Amanda, Wai Sin, Yeen Hong, Jia Huei, Marcus, Chung Yean, Siew Yen, Simon, Su May, Eu Gene, Rachel, Yi Lin, Joseph Lam, Joseph Tan, Samantha, all my classmates 4S2 (all of them sang a birthday song for me when i stepped in the class) i will never forget about it, Prefect Board, Pastor John, Alvin Kok, Kelvin Kok, Aunty Grace, Chee Wai, Jun Wu and so and so on..... I really appreciate it very very much... My sweet 16 really sweet. Thank God that it is not a bitter 16. My wishes came true. I wished for Happiness, An Umbrella ( i know this sounds weird but i really need it as it rains these few days) and also camp... 3 of my wishes came true.

I think that's all i wanna share about my feeling...

OUT of THE Abundance OF THE HEART the mouth speaks...

To Be Continued....

2008-05-09T10:16:00.000+08:00

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence.

The first day the boy had driven 37nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand ans led him to the fence.

He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there'. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. they make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.'

Please forgive me if i have ever left a hole in you heart...

Hug...

2008-05-09T08:49:00.000+08:00

Hug your friends, your enemies, everyone!

A hug is my favorite sign of afIt can mean so much, and many things at the same time.

It can be a sign of love, friendship, support, caring, comfort or anything.

So here you go.

All I can say it will do is brighten someone's day.

I mean, we all need a hug once in a while.

Friendly Coffin

2008-04-28T19:02:00.000+08:00

INTERESTING ARTICLE I READ ABOUT 'HE ENVIRONMENT - FRIENDLY COFFIN'. (Tokyo, Japan)

You might be dedicated to recycling and using altrernative energy and in every respect lead a blameless, eco-friendly life - but did you know your death is capable of generating about 300kg of CO2? That's assuming you get cremated, which is the popular thing to do. Just as unsound is the fact that your coffin could well be made of plywood from illegally logged trees, according to Yukihiro Masuda, project manager of Tri-Wall KK, a Tokyo based packaging-materials company. His team has therefore come up with a green alternative - a coffin made from strong, three-layered cardboard produced from sustainable trees and held together with natural, starch-based glue. The 15kg coffin has the look and feel of its wooden counerpart, supports a 200kg body and requires half the energy for combustin compared to an ordinary coffin, resulting in just a thirdof the hazardous gas emissions. For each coffin purchased, Tri-Wall KK plants 10 trees in a national reserve in Mongolia. Masuda calculates that in 20 years those trees will have absorbed about 60% of the CO2 from a typical funeral.

Not all Japanese are taken with a cardboard coffin. Midori Kotani of the Daiichi Life Research Institute says that people 'will most likely go for [traditional wood coffins] over papermade.' Still, Tri-Wall KK's sales 2000 green coffins were shipped in 2007 - are slowly increasing. 'We receive calls from environmentally conscious people who say they'd like one for themselves,' Masuda says. "It has become a lifestyle choice." In society where 99.8% of the dead are cremated, there is plenty of room for growth, at any rate. - reported by Yuki Oda

10 Checklist...

2008-04-14T18:57:00.000+08:00

How Do I Know If I Am Ready To Date?

1. Studies ok! *It's a must*
2. Permission
3. Curfew
4. Responsible
5. Finance *You will not wish to see your lover worried about your financial problem*
6. Physical boundaries
7. Self-control
8. Accountability
9. What is your focus? Partner or God?
10. Ready for marriage?

14th of April

2008-04-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!! It's a holiday... Although it's a holiday but i'm not in a holiday mood. Tonnes of homework lying a my study table waiting for me to fill up the blanks. I woke up at 8.30am without using the alarm clock. Good... Mum is not around, thought of switching on the computer BUT i can't do it. I've promised myself that i have to finish up all my homework before i switch on the 'square box'. But i couldn't control myself, my mind had controlled me. my aunt switched on the computer early in the morning. After she went out, i started to online. At first, i wanted to just check mail but now.... I'm writing blog. Oh NO! What am i on earth is doing now? It's okay. This will be my last time to write blog before finished up my homework. i MEAN it!!!

Last Thursday, i went to Cochrane Perkasa as an observant for debate. I met a lot of ex-primary schoolmates like: Sim yee ling - she's the first one that called me when she saw me, then i saw jia huei's ex-classmates, Su Ting, Ah Mong, Wai Kit, Sam and aiyo! The other one i forgotten what's their name. sorry ya guys.... Saw Daniel Mak there, me and Samantha keeps waving at him. But didn't notice us. Both of us waving like 'soh poh', we thought we see the wrong guy who looks like Daniel Mak because that guy we waved at is much taller, thinner and better looking. Could he be Daniel Mak? Then we bumped into him in the canteen. WOW! He is so good looking now, he looks different the last time i saw him. Me and Samantha walked around in that school. The school is very clean but not as cosy as my school, SMK Datok Lokman. I can hardly see a tree or a plant in their school. *Phew*

Their school toilet is big but kind of dirty. muahaha... or maybe is the colour of paiting and also the colour of the tiles. Oh No... Why am i talking about toilet. Cis! Next topic...

The debate was really cool... I love the way they debate. My school vs SMK Taman Connaught. We were the government and we lost. sigh.... The debate ends at around 1 o'clock. It was raining. I'm stuck in the school so i called my mom to pick me up after work. I stayed back to teach 'fan dance' for Anugerah Cemerlang event. It's my first time teaching and first time choreographing a tradisional dance. Kinda tough, thanks for my mom's helping. She did gave me a lot of ideas. Thank you very much Mi.. Love you... You're the best mom that i ever had. Errr.... For your info, i have only one mom and she's my mom!

Friday is the rehearsal... and the dancers still not sure with their steps. Makes me worry... *Faint* I received a lot of compliments about the dance. Thank you girls for performing so well. You guys did a very goood job. Keep it up.... Last but not least, i wanna thank God that he gave me this gift. Love you GOD! muakss...

02.04.2008

2008-04-09T15:53:00.000+08:00

This is what is it in Kuala Lumpur on 2nd of April. Scary uh? But don't you think this is cool? haha...

30th of March 2008

2008-03-30T17:23:00.000+08:00

It's fifth Sunday, ROCKers take over the worship session. yeah!! First time worshiping in church, main sanctuary, on stage. Very excited... I woke up at around 6.30am. Have to wake up early cause Alvin informed us that there will be road block at Bukit Bintang area for marathon. People were participating in the programme, i'm glad to see that they have the spirit in participating in this programme. GOOD! Malaysia Boleh! Hundreds of people were there.

Reached church at around 8.05am. I was 5minutes late. Alvin, the worship leader was late as well. heehehe.... Before we start our jaming we have a word of prayer with other ROCKers at a corner. Worship session starts at 9.35am, everyone was really excited. Everything went on smoothly. I was kind of nervous and worried when it is time for special item cause me and Sharon Chua duet and it is not well prepare. Thank God that it was good. Hear lots of compliments. Thanks you very much... I'll work harder to improve more. Today's message was touching, romantic, special and surprise. All the couples who already married were invited to the front of the stage. Most of them hugged together. So loving and romantic. The funniest part is, Jia Huei told me that she feels like getting married now. hhahahhha.. You're too young girl.

The service ends at 11.05am, all of us went to 'Ah Bou' coffee shop for lunch. Caleb Choong kept insulting me and Jia Huei. Pity both of us. *sigh*. Anyway, we've used to it. hahaha... We went to the church's library since we have no idea where we should hang out while waiting for our parents. We were there playing UNO, talked non-sense, did some cutting and yea... went there just to waste our time. Time wasted really fast. It was finally 1 o'clock. We went home after that.

It's homework time.... and time for me to sleep.

ZZZzzzZZzzZzzzzz.......

2008-03-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

Feels like giving up my everything but i CAN'T!

I can't just give up and let go easily... I have to fight for my right, fight for myself... Why am i on earth suffering like this? A second before i was really really happy and now.... (sigh) I wish that i could hide myself in a quiet place. I want peace! Things are going worst nowadays. I can't take it anymore. This will be my only way to express myself BUT it will make just make me happy for just a moment. Parents are busy with their own stuffs. Didn't see and talk to my dad for long time. Mom always grumble and compare other people with me. Why do parents love to compare their own children with other people? This question will never have answer to me... Can't they just leave us alone? It is 10.00pm now. Force to offline and stop here cause mom is coming back from Care Group.

~To Be Continued~

Pray that all the sad moments will fade away by itself...

*tears dropping...

Genting Highland

2008-03-11T15:01:00.000+08:00

Went to Genting Highland on 13th of February...

In the bus, on the way to Genting..

In the Cable Car, mummy was afraid of height. Hahaha...

First World Hotel...
This 'Choi Sun Ye' very cute...

I love this swing very much...

Took this photo after playing flying swing...

Hey! Look at me. Don't look at the fatty guy...

Guess what? I'm the one who drive this little cute mini truck...

Rock Climbing...

Me and my mom saw my aunt's boyfriend proposed to her when we were riding on this Italy "boat"...

Chinese New Year Performance

2008-03-11T13:44:00.000+08:00

First time performing Fan Dance..

Kinda Nervous~~ but it was succesful.

From the left : Sherleen *Me*, Jia Huei, Jessie and Alesa...

~Went to Sakae at Pavilion for lunch after Chinese New Year Performance~

Me and my mom spent 15mins to find out how to order by using the monitor behind us. We were finding where is the mouse then one of the waiter came to us and told us that it is a touch screen monitor. Kinda embarrassed... ^^

My Friends..

2008-03-10T12:29:00.000+08:00

Suvitha, Pashen and I... School canteen...

The Prefects.....

Me and Suanne, the one who represent Malaysia and got lots of Gold medals in Badminton...

Leng Lui Soo Pin and Sherleen (me)..

Camperss....

Kung Fu fighting with Wai Sin..... Jia Huei, Me and Titus from Sarawak...

Me and Yea-Ning at Coronade Hotel

Me and Samantha, the one who loves to sing. Berjaya Times Square...

Yvonne Lim and I in the van going to Malacca...

(Left): Yeen Hong, Ann Sin, Simon Ng, Sherleen *me*, Jia Huei and Wai Sin... at Port Dickson, Bayu Beach Resort...

Sherleen (me) & Jia Huei...

The dancers for Christmas Celebration at Lowyat....

Death

2008-03-10T11:14:00.000+08:00

Death.

What a great teacher you are.

Yet few of us elect to learn from you,

About life.

That is the essence of death's teaching,

Life.

Death is not an elective.

One day we all will take the class.

The wise students audit the class in early years

And find enlightenment.

they are prepared when graduation day comes.

Secret Of My Life

Does God speak to people?

Random

Get angry???

Strawberry Award

Unique Questions..

Sorry~~

24012009

Time will never stop..

11 Signs that you're in love..

Last day of 2008..

27th of December 2008

ADORE Youth Concert dance video..

Christmas isn't Christmas, till it happens in your heart!!!

ADORE Youth Concert on 19th of December 2008!!!

Tokio Hotel

One day before ADORE!!!

Tagged by Vain Vain

17th of December

Love Story by Taylor Swift

Wat a day???

Showing my evilness!!!

If that's okay with you or me???

7.12.2008 - Sunday

6.12.2008 - Saturday

Teenager

Time to say GOOD BYE

Photoshoots for Metrojaya - Back To School 2009

MEN are HARD to PLEASE..

Outing to Pavilion

Jokes..

Saturday

Thursday. 13.11.2008

How???

Tagged by Jia huei aka VJ

Thursday

Mind calming

** Inner Beauty **

TAG TAG TAG AGAIN!!!

TAGGED by Soh Poh Sam...

True friend

Non and invisible..

Our song

14th of September 2008

13th of September 2008

12th of September 2008

Is this the best place???

11 of September 2008

What to post???

??? Malaysia Boleh ???

Do not STEAL in IRAN...

* Leo 35th Anniversary *

.: SHERLEEN :.

ROCK camp 2008 - D!v3 In ! !!!

Clever child

Searching for myself in a deep sea...

Hug...

Friendly Coffin

10 Checklist...

14th of April

02.04.2008

30th of March 2008

Genting Highland

Chinese New Year Performance

My Friends..

Death

Inner Beauty